.........

nobody will like to talk to negative person

including myself

i always remind myself that i need to be tough or strong in physically as well as mentally

but it is very hard and u need strength to achieve it

never ever express negative feeling to people around you

they won't sympathize you

they will feel that you are juz being 'BRAT' or need attention

i started to keep everything in side my heart

not willing to tell others about my issues

but end up

difficulty in breathing when all problems come together

i don know until when i need to be strong or tough

i want to have a good rest

and no worries

its that hard???

i always tell myself i can do it

and don give up

but once all problems occur in one time

it will be very tough unless there is a person who will always be there for you

i always wish there is someone that i can depend on and be there for me

but the main problem i don like to depend on people because i will feel i owe he or she

that is my principle

when i feel tired ..i will tell myself that i not tired

all i need is to smile but the smile is fake

i even talk craps in order to make myself t0 forget

I know i should leave it to god

God will help me to settle everything

but i do not want to ask him for a favour for everyday and every minute even second.

Steamboat

after the outing v my beloved friends

went to eat steamboat v yd,ff,dustbin,choong,wenj,sotong,minson ,c kit. at eastlake

oh my,i'm not a good cooker

==!!

need to learn how to cook

although feel tired but

really/truly enjoyed the steamboat section v them

thx to yd for inviting

^.^

15122010

huh

still left one paper

haiz

after finished be paper(test)

ww,dustbun,tfk and me went to sin ? ? to have lunch

we are planing to go to ipoh to watch movie but ..

and then we plan to go climb mountain

at where i don know??

but we change our mind

we decided to go to play pool

but the problem is ww and i don know how to play and we wanna go winnie the pool

but i quite far and tfk lazy to wlk

so our final decision is to CYBER CAFE

guess what ??

we played LEFT 4 DEAD 2

not enjoy coz we play cheat code

as the result,,,,we wont die and somemore we got many weapon

very sien compare last time

tfk said "play counter strike"

he and ww be terrorist(79)

and dustbin and me be counter-terrorist(57)

hahahah

gues what

we lost to them

T.T

tomo we are plaing to go cilmb mountain

hohohohohoho

Leader's Birthday

So called friendship

i choose friendship over marks. but most people prefer marks/success rather than friendship although i do regret for choosing it (sometimes)but that my principle now i'm happy for what i chose thx God ,......for give me strength to overcome the obstacle and keep on going ------------------------------------

i don know why i have to be nervous

actually nothing to be nervous

as what Andrew and Darren had told me

 previous  semester

i agree with what he told me

nobody understand more then myself

when presenting juz

pretend they are idiot

thx for the advice and i will do my best

God please take away my nervous and give me strength as well as power to present

cyber cafe(cc)

went to cc with Dustbin.ww and tfk

after sm exam

wanna relief stress and .....wanna crazy a bit for this semester

to play

left 4 dead 2

really enjoy

^.^

we played from around 1 or 2 pm till 4 pm

wah very impressive

right?

at 1st we wanna go ipoh to watch movie

Narnia

but scare no ticket coz is saturday

and somemore 5pm start

kinnda late jor

so we decided not to go

bought a fan for my laptop

i love it so much

Steamboat

after the outing v my beloved friends went to eat steamboat v yd,ff,dustbin,choong,wenj,sotong,minson ,c kit. at eastlake oh my,i'm not a good cooker ==!! need to learn how to cook although feel tired but really/truly enjoyed the steamboat section v them thx to yd for inviting ^.^