including myself
i always remind myself that i need to be tough or strong in physically as well as mentally
but it is very hard and u need strength to achieve it
never ever express negative feeling to people around you
they won't sympathize you
they will feel that you are juz being 'BRAT' or need attention
i started to keep everything in side my heart
not willing to tell others about my issues
but end up
difficulty in breathing when all problems come together
i don know until when i need to be strong or tough
i want to have a good rest
and no worries
its that hard???
i always tell myself i can do it
and don give up
but once all problems occur in one time
it will be very tough unless there is a person who will always be there for you
i always wish there is someone that i can depend on and be there for me
but the main problem i don like to depend on people because i will feel i owe he or she
that is my principle
when i feel tired ..i will tell myself that i not tired
all i need is to smile but the smile is fake
i even talk craps in order to make myself t0 forget
I know i should leave it to god
God will help me to settle everything
but i do not want to ask him for a favour for everyday and every minute even second.
