4.27 am

i love the background of the photo above.(i don know who's the lady in the photo so juz ignore that)

i do wish i were in the photo ^.^
coz i love nature so much
apart from that,this photo can do the talk for me.in other words,i thorough looking at this photo it's expressed my feeling

Respect is the basic attitude that human must have.

Despise is a bad attitude that human mustn’t learn.

28042011

Cloudburst


I was on the way to Photostat shop (shop name) and to have lunch. The sky was getting dark ….oh my It’s going torrential rain soon ….really soon .Finally arrived at the shop. When I was using the Photostat shop’s facilities .i was frighten by the thunders and lightning…..haiz, then I started to pray ..... After photostat,I went to have my lunch. I was wondering when the sky will stop crying (rain) and shouting (thunders).At that moment, I really do hope I’m deaf and blind.

Oh my, it was flooding, barely see the road. Thus, I stucked outside the shop. This question kept pooping in my head ‘’How am going to go home?? ‘’The water was kept raising .many people came out from shops…they seem like never see before ….some even shouting once car drove pass by. Some took the photo .oh ya,…I also want to snap a pic of it ,…hmmm but I forget to bring my m. phone along.

 Wasted my 2 precious hours  .i should be at home doing revision for tomo paper instead standing at here . Within these hours, I was looking at the water, rain, and rubbish. The worst part was rubbishes were everywhere and the colour of the water was black. Damn disgusting. I not dare to walk back or step on it …but have to…sob sob .took minutes to open my umbrella (that’s my 3rd umbrella). I felt sad…really sad to see the incident of flooding ….i don know I juz feel creepy and sad why it happens ???...why? and I saw a group of the people was laughing at others who caught in the rain and some car can’t even move. Damn bad. if don want to help then don laugh at them.

Goodbye dinner v cg's friends

At first i put Farewell as the title of this post but i dont think this is suitable to use this word so i change the word of farewell to Goodbye 

because farewell means you will never wish to see each others again that is why, i correct it.

really appreciated for everything they done

felt touch when i get to know that tomo my leader has muet test

and he is still spending his precious time to celebrate fair well party

enjoy eating with them as we have a good chat and i don face any stress coz they didn foce me to eat up all the food.j

Thx to Mr.Chung yee for helping each of us to boil the the eggs (sam fu sai).He is good in Culinary.

and thx them all for the present.

I do really hope we can be best friends forever

and it will be better be a closer friends( like a family)

I hope i wont facing any stress like when iam with other friends.

I was trying to break though the over-protection wall that i built long long ago . 

i think the dinner was better than it used to be

i hope i can do better if i have another chance.

God please give me the more and more strength  to break the wall.

WHen u look at the photos in this post or other posts,u will found out that my face expression is very very weird or awkward. Actually when i am happy i will act such way....So please don misunderstood me.

I"M NOT GOOD IN EXPRESS MY FEELING 

I DON KNOW HOW TO SHOW TRULY HAPPY FACE WHEN TAKING PHOTO

Every day I shall put my papers in order and every day I shall say farewell. And the real farewell, when it comes, will only be a small outward confirmation of what has been accomplished within me from day to day.
Etty Hillesum

i'm not a photogenic...sob sob,,,

my friends always tell me don show my tooth when take photo

because not nice

my mom and sis also tell me the same thing

sometime i look awkward and look like i am being forced to take photo

ar ar ar 

i also don know

why 

i not good in express my feeling 

as the result,my friends misunderstood me 

so i'm really so sorry 

hmmm...now im learning

they told me that when i  smile  with mouth close

i look pretty and girlish

hohhoho....

from that day ,i start to smile with mouth close

but soon i realize that all the photo look identical/similar

no other expression

 trying to act cute but failure

look weird

00: 19 ... received present from cg

attended a seminar organized by UTAR

The seminar was about how to write a proper resume and interview advice
It was held by Ms. Claudia, has around 20 years of being interviewer. Furthermore, she has a deep knowledge of resume and interview stuffs. I am glad to attend the seminar. Beside, She is very humor person and able to cheer me up.

thx to my friend ,khe li for telling me about this seminar.

03:04

Damn pain 

what's going on?

the pain on my left side of my face(facial pain) is killing me 

 damn pain till i cant sleep / disturb my daily routine

ar ar ar ar  

i cant bare with the pain anymore

i need a physical therapist  physical therapy for helping me to relief the pain on my face/facial pain muscle
or   

Flexeril 
or 
Motrin

hmm

but sometimes i like it 

coz the pain make me feel that im still alive.

damn blur blur

haiz

1.

used body shampoo ( lux) applied on my hair 

and then my hair shampoo(sunsilk) as body shampoo

2.

used facial washer(Biore -Facial Fit Expert- Luminous Whitening UV Care) as toothpaste (Colgate)

oh my 

damn pahit ''bitter''

luckily,i didn use my toothpaste as face washer

3. 

accidentally, poured floor cleaner(Daia-lavender -treated as clothes cleaner) on my clothes

new trends in My BLUR life,2011

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