Monday, August 11, 2014
Thursday, July 31, 2014
Bathing g-pigs day(every saturday)
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| .love to see the way he sleeps. love to sleep on my lap every time after bath |
ngaku(arrow head-fruit)
First time eat ngaku(arrow head-fruit).the taste is not bad and quite crispy. Thanks to mom for frying it
Wednesday, January 01, 2014
Change tyre and seal the punctured tyre
This is the first time witnesshow to fix a punched tyre and change tyre.
very memorable
Seal (on the punctured tyre)
Sayonara my (paternal) grandmother
No red for months especially the processing ceremony
The need to change my shoe to blue as well
Last gift from my grandmother
Rest in Peace my grandmother.
Monday, January 28, 2013
Woohooo..Dong DongChiang ^.^
Chinese New Year is around the corner......hmmm...according to the Chinese astrology, This year = snake year is not a good year to most of the Chinese horoscope. My little advice, If not good, don't take it seriously. If bad things happen, just tell yourself ''tommorrow is gonna be a good day or hai yo,...if you think this year is bad luck ,then whatever bad happen will be bad luck or bad luck won't follow you forever or after all it is not that bad at all if I compare to previous incident''. I always advice myself like that. Mostly I would tell myself '' There must be a reason why it happens"
Stop the crap about the Chinese astrology....
Decorating and helping mom with house cleaning ....love to decorate and set up lighting as well as seeing CNY stuffs that are in red red things/colours......
yeah ...can see fireworks , chinese people wearing red cloths every where, listen to CNY songs, eating all day, helping daddy with prayer,.........
Early wishing
Happy
CHINESE NEW YEAR 2013
P/s: leave everything behind first....really dont to get distract at this very moment.
Stop the crap about the Chinese astrology....
Decorating and helping mom with house cleaning ....love to decorate and set up lighting as well as seeing CNY stuffs that are in red red things/colours......
yeah ...can see fireworks , chinese people wearing red cloths every where, listen to CNY songs, eating all day, helping daddy with prayer,.........
Early wishing
Happy
CHINESE NEW YEAR 2013
P/s: leave everything behind first....really dont to get distract at this very moment.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Fear to head off into uncharted waters
FEAR FEAR FEAR
Once stop going forward , the devil gets the chance to catch me. In addition, My soul is getting weaker until not dare to make a first step. I'm letting THE DEVIL OF FEAR to tie me up me from taking a first step. I know once I take a first step , I would be free from the devil. Undeniable that I'm good at escaping problems.After years of trying to conger my fear so that I would be brave enough to drive and facing other things as well. It is just hard for me to move the first step. , First move/First Step is always hard to take and Fear is always hard.
A note/ reminder to myself
'' Fear won't get you where you want to go. I
t's not easy to head off into uncharted waters, but every journey starts with a first step. Fear will keep you from taking that first step, from untying the boat from the dock. Fear will also keep you from making new discoveries. Don't let fear keep you tied up, set sail and see what God has planned for you.''
Tuesday, January 01, 2013
This year 2013 resolution is
HAPPINESS
simple right?.I don't want to write much on this resolution. There are a lots of ways to gain happiness. I'll try my very best to be happy throughout this year.
Monday, December 31, 2012
When heaven burns
At this moment, my mind occupies with the script of a Hong Kong's drama named When Heaven Burns. After I watched a few episodes, I can't keep myself not to watch another episode. Frankly speaking, I do enjoy watching this drama not because of cannibalization upon a human but the storyline of this drama. I want to give a round of applause to all the actors and actresses for their professional in acting.
Casts
Sheh Sze Man as Yan
Lam Bo Yee as Joe
Mosses Chan as Hak zai
Kenny Wong as Bonnie
Maggie Shu as Emma
Brief summary
The story starts after the 3 young boys (Hak Zai/Angus, Joe, Bonnie) killed and ate their friend, Ka Ming.Yan is the manager of the band, who unites them and dated one of the them, Ka Ming. The boys went on mountaineering trip .Say to sad, They stranded in a mountaineering trip for roughly 5 days or 10 days or 20 days without any food and drink.They starved and cold for days that cause them unable to think clearly . When people lose it rational in thinking, people tend to follow the lead because some doesn't dare to act as they know it is against the human's right. As Bonnie is the one, who take the lead .During that time, Bonnie was sick and hungry so end up cutting Ka Ming, who was laying on the floor of the camp while Joe was outside persuading Hak Zak to eat Ka Ming by saying Ka Ming already die .After that both of them joined Bonnie in killing and eating. They ate one of Ka Ming leg and then kept the rest for the next day. The next day, Joe chopped Ka Ming's head so that they could eat their friend without fear. Good news, They survived but end up living in full of guilt for killing their best friend and lying about how did he die. Joe told Hak Zai to make a falsified report to the police by saying Ka Ming went down alone to get help and then they get separated. They all change and disconnect with each others for 18 years in order to forget everything had happened.
Hak zai becomes greedy for money and selfish. He learnt that one must have the power to protect oneself. Marrying a rich woman, Emma to get the heritage but eventually he gave up everything for the sake of Yan (his ex-girlfriend before dating Ka Ming . He still has feeling toward her so do others). After he resigned and divorced, He worked as a Guitarist in a bar.
As for Ronnie, he can be considered the happiest one among them. He lost some of his memories due to amnesia. He retired and went back to Hong Kong and got in touch with others. He kept trying to dig his past. Once he remembered everything, he confessed his criminal act to the police.
Down to Joe now, He was trying to repent for his inhuman action for killing and eating by working as a social worker that strike justice for labor for 18 years .He didn't even dare to eat meat because it reminded him about the incident. There was ups and downs in his life, Joe felt his hard work never get appreciated which leads him to feel wasted her life for nothing .He tried to gain back everything from working in an investment company.
Continue the storyline with Yan. After 16 years, The head of crime found the bones of Ka Ming and asking Yan to identify the body of Ka MIng.At the beginning , she agreed but refused after he stabbed Hak Zai ( quickly sent him to the nearest hospital) and didn't them to go prison. Hazel was in the middle of losing herself and live in anger after knowing the truth. Later on, she found herself. She started to accept the fact that human is selfish. After an incident, she realizes that she has changed , regret for her lately behavior by letting anger conger her. In addition, She forgives them as she knows it is useless for blaming. Furthermore, she understands the reason for hurting someone they don't want to hurt.
They all unite as a band for the very last time and went separate ways the next day. Before ending, Hak Zai asked hazel ''Are we going to meet again? '' She replied ''never meet again but will remain as a friend forever''. On the way to the airport , she walks through a road and sees her and Ka Ming's shadow on the road arguing and then Ka Ming says loudly '' if you turn back then I won't go to the mountaineering trip'' .She kept telling her shadow to turn back. In her imagination , young she turns back. What if he didn't go for mountaineering trip, Everything won't be same.At that moment, She was very happy and then realizes that is just an imaginary. This drama ends with she goes to the mountaineering alone.
What comes around goes around
Ka Ming ends up being alone and guilty for the rest of his life.
Ronnie turns bind for the remainder of his life.
Last but not least, Joe involved in financial fraud and love betrayer . He was hit by a truck when he's trying to save a young boy's life ( the boy he saved has the same name with Ka Ming).
Casts
Sheh Sze Man as Yan
Lam Bo Yee as Joe
Mosses Chan as Hak zai
Kenny Wong as Bonnie
Maggie Shu as Emma
Brief summary
The story starts after the 3 young boys (Hak Zai/Angus, Joe, Bonnie) killed and ate their friend, Ka Ming.Yan is the manager of the band, who unites them and dated one of the them, Ka Ming. The boys went on mountaineering trip .Say to sad, They stranded in a mountaineering trip for roughly 5 days or 10 days or 20 days without any food and drink.They starved and cold for days that cause them unable to think clearly . When people lose it rational in thinking, people tend to follow the lead because some doesn't dare to act as they know it is against the human's right. As Bonnie is the one, who take the lead .During that time, Bonnie was sick and hungry so end up cutting Ka Ming, who was laying on the floor of the camp while Joe was outside persuading Hak Zak to eat Ka Ming by saying Ka Ming already die .After that both of them joined Bonnie in killing and eating. They ate one of Ka Ming leg and then kept the rest for the next day. The next day, Joe chopped Ka Ming's head so that they could eat their friend without fear. Good news, They survived but end up living in full of guilt for killing their best friend and lying about how did he die. Joe told Hak Zai to make a falsified report to the police by saying Ka Ming went down alone to get help and then they get separated. They all change and disconnect with each others for 18 years in order to forget everything had happened.
Hak zai becomes greedy for money and selfish. He learnt that one must have the power to protect oneself. Marrying a rich woman, Emma to get the heritage but eventually he gave up everything for the sake of Yan (his ex-girlfriend before dating Ka Ming . He still has feeling toward her so do others). After he resigned and divorced, He worked as a Guitarist in a bar.
As for Ronnie, he can be considered the happiest one among them. He lost some of his memories due to amnesia. He retired and went back to Hong Kong and got in touch with others. He kept trying to dig his past. Once he remembered everything, he confessed his criminal act to the police.
Down to Joe now, He was trying to repent for his inhuman action for killing and eating by working as a social worker that strike justice for labor for 18 years .He didn't even dare to eat meat because it reminded him about the incident. There was ups and downs in his life, Joe felt his hard work never get appreciated which leads him to feel wasted her life for nothing .He tried to gain back everything from working in an investment company.
Continue the storyline with Yan. After 16 years, The head of crime found the bones of Ka Ming and asking Yan to identify the body of Ka MIng.At the beginning , she agreed but refused after he stabbed Hak Zai ( quickly sent him to the nearest hospital) and didn't them to go prison. Hazel was in the middle of losing herself and live in anger after knowing the truth. Later on, she found herself. She started to accept the fact that human is selfish. After an incident, she realizes that she has changed , regret for her lately behavior by letting anger conger her. In addition, She forgives them as she knows it is useless for blaming. Furthermore, she understands the reason for hurting someone they don't want to hurt.
They all unite as a band for the very last time and went separate ways the next day. Before ending, Hak Zai asked hazel ''Are we going to meet again? '' She replied ''never meet again but will remain as a friend forever''. On the way to the airport , she walks through a road and sees her and Ka Ming's shadow on the road arguing and then Ka Ming says loudly '' if you turn back then I won't go to the mountaineering trip'' .She kept telling her shadow to turn back. In her imagination , young she turns back. What if he didn't go for mountaineering trip, Everything won't be same.At that moment, She was very happy and then realizes that is just an imaginary. This drama ends with she goes to the mountaineering alone.
What comes around goes around
Ka Ming ends up being alone and guilty for the rest of his life.
Ronnie turns bind for the remainder of his life.
Last but not least, Joe involved in financial fraud and love betrayer . He was hit by a truck when he's trying to save a young boy's life ( the boy he saved has the same name with Ka Ming).
My craps
From this drama, I learned that the feeling of guilt is the greater pain then losing valuable thing or hatred .Guilt may follow the rest of your life. On the other hand, Losing valuable things are much easier to forget once found a replacement. That is way, human tends to find a way to make themselves feel better such as repent , refused to remember what had happened , doing charity, covering the truth by telling endless lie, keep on doing the wrong things, cover up his mistake by blaming , trying to manipulate others. If not , the feeling of guilt will come and play its role . Sometimes, getting forgiveness would reduce the guilt . Even getting punished , some people still can't forgive themselves and keep on living in feeling guilty. If a person can't repent/forgive himself, he would live in the prison of guilt. I used to torture myself in order myself feel better . Not going to share how I torture myself . In conclusion, feeling of guilt is the most torturing punishment in life.
People who are getting hurt. In better words to describe, I would use victim. In this drama, Yan is the one who is hurt for losing her bf and others suffers for the cannibalization act upon Ka Ming. People keep saying forgetting and forgiving is the only ways to release soul from hell. But how many people in this earth able to do so .Someone may end up revenge. People who get hurt or people who hurt may learn a lesson from an incident and change. Some may cut all the possible connections so that the hurt will be minimized .Some may become better or worse person .It is always a choice. People are forced to change because of an incident or certain reason .
'' Dear God, if you want me to love my enemies , please stop them from connecting me''
People using various method to forget things that had happened such as watching movies, drinking, reading , shopping and etc. This is a good way of escaping from remembering back .I used to forget by watching movies but it's just temporary so I tries others method like shopping and drinking but it just useless because it just can stand for a short period. Never let your anger conger you , if not you would end up suffering. Never lose hope because of an anger, people will never satisfy nor release after revenge instead people who live in a life of anger and revenge may end up losing a lot of valuable things in life. In addition, may end up living in a self-prison of sadness.
P/s : Better don't do something that is against human's law. Human should never look back instead of moving forward. Past is memory but not to ignore or escape.
'' Dear God, if you want me to love my enemies , please stop them from connecting me''
People using various method to forget things that had happened such as watching movies, drinking, reading , shopping and etc. This is a good way of escaping from remembering back .I used to forget by watching movies but it's just temporary so I tries others method like shopping and drinking but it just useless because it just can stand for a short period. Never let your anger conger you , if not you would end up suffering. Never lose hope because of an anger, people will never satisfy nor release after revenge instead people who live in a life of anger and revenge may end up losing a lot of valuable things in life. In addition, may end up living in a self-prison of sadness.
P/s : Better don't do something that is against human's law. Human should never look back instead of moving forward. Past is memory but not to ignore or escape.
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